... Eww ...
myself.
the way i look.
the way i act.
the fact that i drink too much.
my lack of energy.
the way i make no effort at all at anything.
everything i eat.
that fact that i am a complete failure.
the fact that i'm mostly a big bitch.
the way that i have no motivation at all.
the way my life is turning out.
the fact that i'm completely unhealthy and making no effort to change.
there needs to be a change...
like now.